Three of my male ancestors, all unrelated, committed suicide by way of their shaving
razors. This is the story of one of them. The other two stories will follow.
My 4x great grandfather, Thomas Dixon, came to Tasmania aged about 20
from Raby, in Sunderland, England. He arrived in the early 1820’s to meet up
with his half-brother George, and his brother Robert Dixon who was the
Assistant Surveyor to John Oxley and who surveyed most of northern NSW &
southern Qld. He came from a family of surveyors and astronomers, the most
notable one being his great-uncle, Jeremiah Dixon, who was the British surveyor
of the US Mason-Dixon Line fame.
For
a few years Thomas was the licensee of the iconic Hope and Anchor Tavern that
still stands on the corner of Macquarie St and Market Place in Hobart today. In 1825 he married Lincolnshire-born
Helen Brownlow, and they moved to Sydney with their seven children in 1837, where
he was recorded as a Spirit Merchant and opened a hay & grain store in
George St Sydney, opposite the markets. This enterprise was in conjunction with
his brother-in-law, Richard Brownlow. Helen died “after a lingering illness” in
1842, five years before Thomas’ death at age 46.
The NSW Government Gazette of 30 April 1847 has Thomas appointed by the Colonial Secretary to assist in revising the electoral lists, so he must have had some standing in Sydney at the time.
The incident happened like this: On
29 July 1847 he dined and then stayed overnight with a friend in Darlinghurst,
Mr Thomas Bird. Thomas Bird was an architect, surveyor, and estate agent. Dixon was apparently uninclined to go to Sydney where there was a
warrant out for him for striking a woman (details still to be uncovered despite many hours and even days of searching).
Apparently he only drank “three glasses and a half of colonial ale” and
although a man of few words, was in great spirits, discussing business with Mr
Bird, after having been at the beach all day. Thomas’ 17-year-old son John was
there very early the next morning when Mr Bird woke, saying that Thomas was
going to cut his throat and that he had a razor in his pocket, and his cravat
was off. John followed Thomas to the privy, where the act had was done. Thomas
said “Let me finish myself – I’ll be transported”. They dressed his wounds and
took him to the Infirmary, where Dr McEwan said in the inquest that “the
windpipe was not cut, nor had any blood vessels of importance been touched. He
never assigned any cause for having committed the act, nor did he make the
slightest allusion to it.” The Doctor said that the wound wasn’t
life-threatening, although he may have lost some blood at some time, although
the “profuse suppuration consequent upon the wound” may have accelerated his
death. The Doctor had reason to believe Thomas also “had some organic affection
of the liver”. Possibly Thomas died from an infection from his own razor. He
lingered for 17 days after the suicide attempt, leaving 3 sons and 3 daughters
to mourn him. I presume he was buried with Ellen at the Devonshire Street Cemetery (still to be confirmed) as it was the one for Sydney-siders at the time.
